How it is
by M.V Vergara
I’ve known myself for a really long time now
Making me describe it would be so hard tell
Its like getting milk from the udders of 100 cows
or getting back up from a deep hole in which you fell
Trying to talk takes away alot time and space
I’ll only talk if someone stared me with their gaze.
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Sometimes I speak so fast my mouth starts to run
My friends say that I should slow down once in a while
But Slowing down would take out all of the fun
And they measured my words saying its longer than the nile
Up in front of people, I could speak with confidence and ease
Saying one little word wont hurt, just like please.
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My life is a really big obstacle for me
Letting myself go would make myself incomplete
It’s like looking for my heart which I can barely see
It’s hard trying to fill a void which will only deplete
Living as the only man in the house is just a test
A test that will tell me If I can take care of the rest
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I maybe optimistic,charming, vague or obnoxious
But the face you see right here and now is just a fallacy
because within me I’m hiding something hideous
Finding something is really heard, especially your identity
Vivid can sometimes be the best word describing me
Hearing people say that to me makes my face smile with glee
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Life consists of two roads that will lead to two places.
One, ending with a giant sphinx determining my fate in this world
The other, ending with a picture dispersing into a thousand faces
because for me, my life’s just like a necklace ready to be pearled
Being a person to be relyed on can sometimes be a hassle
Thats how its supposed to be, working hard to earn a castle.